- listen, LA is just really cool and entrancing and during 2010/2011 you can't tell me that there wasn't something magical about Fairfax. especially growing up on hypebeast dot com and living so close.
- i'm listening to a frank ocean song right now and i was never really into him but he is a damn good song writer
- according to the channel orange wikipedia page, the song featuring john mayer was written by tyler and frank. cool.
- andre 3k also plays guitar, he's a genius.
- i have an annoyingly painful job again at this dingy pizza parlor on balboa pier. my manager is a painful filipino woman that thinks she can find a husband at a nightclub (she's 46). she also is THEEEEE biggest b i t c h.
- i think she's just lonely
So there's this girl that I used to fuck around with. Basically, I was scared of a relationship and didn't want to force myself upon anything I wasn't comfortable with. Long story short, she thought I was using her for my needs and added one of my friends off of FB (srsly) and ends up dating him for 5 months 2 weeks later. yoooooo crazy, psycho and deranged. Lol the kid she dated was so swagless too like forreal no swag whatsoever and he was really basic (dumb). But maybe I'm just angry. He liked dinosaurs and thought he was literally Tyler, the Creator so honestly it'd be a contradiction to feel any negative feelings and i'm not one to quote Drake but i'm just saying she could def do better. But yeah anyways, she broke up with him and came running back to me and i'm really bored just living here in Fucking Orange County so of course i get lured back into her trap. I mean it's not really a trap, i'm just a sensitive bitch. it's not like i lost my mind and think it's deuces minus one to the world, but it's weird how this girl is expressing interests for me with all her subliminal messages and layered references she brings up when we talk. i don't really like her but she does have a nice butt.
there's also this other girl & she's everything i ever wanted. she's VERY pretty, smart and really god damn funny. but i don't know if she feels the same way about me. we used to be able to talk to each other for hours (and i mean hours). i feel like i'm just boring and not that interesting enough for some of these girls. but then again a lot of dudes i know are are pretty mundane and it seems like it's a surprise when girls find a guy they can talk to for a long time. i'm good at that i guess. but isn't conversation a basic skill
